Post 114245 by hadjiboy deleted for the following reason: hadjiboy, I'm not in a position to say what is and is not a good use of metachat, but this is really way too coversational and chatty for askme, and I think you mostly know that at this point too. Please don't use this as a place to just kind of dump your state of mind and tack on a nominal "what now" to dress it up as a question. -- cortex