How to decipher the meaning of acute engagement anxiety?

Post 302149 by ThomasJefferson deleted for the following reason: Heya, I'm sorry you're dealing with this but this does appear to be something where you're basically re-asking Ask MetaFilter the same question in slightly different shapes despite getting pretty clear answers to the previous attempts. You can't just keep re-upping like this; that's not how the site is meant to work. -- cortex