Help me break free from this on/ off relationship - on-off dumped text

Post 258131 by blokefromipanema deleted for the following reason: I feel for you but with respect this reads more like a processing exercise than a concrete question. Maybe if you're looking for advice on something more specific make it about that? Contact us if you want to discuss this, we'd be happy to hash out a workable question with you. -- goodnewsfortheinsane